Another Mysterious Health Symptom – Food Allergy or another Affinity to My Awakening Process?

I’ve had a slew of medical and mysterious health “symptoms” along my awakening process. I have learned that some of my symptoms have had to do with changes in my body, changes in my energy, or changes in the energy in the solar system or on the planet. I’ve learned that some of my symptoms and even anxiety can have to do with emotions or experiences working themselves to the surface. I have also learned that the “symptoms” can be a nudge from my body when I am venturing off my path or purpose, trying to get me to where I need to be.

I will go long time periods without having any issues and then Boom! Something happens and some medical mystery pops up which is followed by panic, a lot of Google searching, and a slew of doctor visits and tests that lead to, well, nothing that Western Medicine can figure out. In the past, I’ve had medical mysteries last weeks and even months and then disappear.

Today’s Mystery:

This morning was a morning like any other. Before taking the kids to the bus stop, I had my usual coffee and decided to have a banana. Nothing out of the ordinary. I drove to the bus stop (It’s below zero out today).

Before the bus even arrived, it started. My mouth and tongue started to tingle and my lips started to feel funny. My mind automatically goes off the deep end thinking that my throat is closing up. I looked in the mirror to see if there was any swelling. So far, there wasn’t. In the mists of the panic, I couldn’t tell if my throat was closing up or not, or if I was experiencing anxiety. (In these situation, I’ve learned to try to take a moment and evaluate the situation to see if it is really an emergency or anxiety.) I tend to carry a bottle in of water in the car with me (and even Benadryl in my wallet) at all times. I took a few sips of water to make sure that I could swallow. I could. I held off on the Benadryl for now. I hate taking it because then my day is shot by being so tired. I swear that it also wreaks havoc on my thyroid and adrenal glands and messes with my emotions, too.

I called my neighbor to see if she was home. My thought was that maybe if went to her house and chatted for a bit, I’d get my mind off of things and start feeling better. I got her voicemail immediately. I then texted her to see if she was home this morning – she didn’t text back immediately. I didn’t feel that I needed the ER so I circled back to my house. I popped a half of a Benadryl (in the event this was some sort of an allergic reaction) and then I attempted to meditate to try to settle my anxiety.

My neighbor called me back and offered to take me to the doctor or if she could help with anything. We chatted about the things we have been up to later so that helped to calm me as well. She offered to check in on me again later.

Of course the Benadryl, even though I only took half a dose, makes me a feel like I’m walking around in a fog. I tried to work on some journal entries and get some house stuff done. I noticed that my mouth still didn’t feel quite right – like I scraped my tongue on something hard or burnt it. I then noticed that my mouth, lips and even my lower half of my face felt like it was having muscle spasms. (My teeth and gums have been feeling sensitive lately, but I have blamed that on being out of my good toothpaste and using my husband’s instead.)

To make matters more anxious and stressful, my husband is out of town traveling. That adds stress to situations like this because I worry that if I do have a medical situation or end up in the ER, how will the kids be handled once they are home after school or if something happens in the middle of the night.

I had similar sensations to what I had today, once before, like 6 years ago. My tongue had a burning sensation to it for a few days. (I blamed some spicy meal we had at first, but then it lasted for a few days.) My throat felt like it was going to close up, but back then, I didn’t recognize the anxiety. Western medical doctors told me that my sensations might have to do with acid reflux and to take an over the counter 24-antacid and to follow up with an allergist. The allergist couldn’t come up with concrete findings in her allergy testing, besides the fact that I had seasonal allergies and suggested that I take a 24-hr allergy medicine and suggested that I could take up to 2 in a 24/hr period. She also suggested that I carry Benadryl and an EpiPen, but again, no concrete answers on what I was allergic to enough to cause the sensations that I was experiencing.

Further along in my morning, I asked that “if the face and mouth symptoms are not for me, to please put them back in their proper space and time.” (A little Empath trick that I learned to do when trying to determine if the symptoms that I have picked up for really mine or not.) Well, after asking, I still had the symptoms, though they subsided a bit.

As I write this, my ears are buzzing like crazy, (and the face/mouth) has subsided. I also have a tingling in my head. I get the buzzing when Spirit is trying to get my attention. The buzzing is hard for me to tune in to because I do feel so short circuited after the anxiety kicked in. However by having the symptoms changed after I asked (free will) I am calmer in the fact that perhaps this isn’t a medical situation as much as a Spirit situation. I also feel my hands and feet pulsating.

I happened to be in contact with my acupuncturist today, as well as one of my mentors. Some of the reasons that I may be experiencing these symptoms could be:

 – I reached out to a mentor of mine. She did suggest that I could be sensitive to the banana (which I haven’t noticed before, but with my every-changing sensitives, you never know). She suggested that I make sure that I wash my fruits and veggies well.

– She also reminded me that we become more sensitive as we awakening more and become more intuitive. (Something I’ve told others, but forget to remind myself.)

 – The metaphysical emotional meaning as to what I am experiencing with my mouth/lips/tongue: Not speaking truth, sexual shame, not feeling supported to speak up. Not feeling valued. (Time to look for parallels.)

 – Teeth symptoms: Pondering over new information or solutions and pondering new ideas. (Which I have been.)

 – I asked my Acupuncturist what my symptoms could mean in Chinese Medicine. She suggested that it could be “Wind.” (Wind is one of the six external factors of disease – six Qi or six Yin/Six Excesses – that can attack the body, enter the meridians, and cause external diseases.) She said that Wind can cause spasms, coughing, sneezing and itching.

 – I read that the twitching symptoms could have to do with claircognizance “downloads.” These meaning that these downloads are like software or app upgrades on computer devices, except they are happening to a person.

changes aheadFor all that happened today, my day has seemed to fly by. It looks like I have some internal reflecting to do.

I am sharing this experience to help anyone else who is experiencing mysterious ailments and symptoms to not feel alone.  You’re not alone! And you’re not crazy!! You’re just going through an awakening!!

How to Cleanse or Clear Your Tarot Cards

A few days ago an unexpected package showed up at my door. The holidays were over and I didn’t remember ordering anything so I wasn’t expecting anything. The box was from one of my best friends who I have known since the 4th grade.

I opened the box to find a set of Tarot Cards and a note. I called my friend immediately to thank her. She said that she saw them and thought of me.

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Though I get most of my information intuitively, I do use cards to validate the information that I get from time to time. I also use them to get information flowing, sort of like the story prompts that teachers would give in grade school to get you to start writing. A person DOES NOT need to have finely tuned Intuitive gifts in order to use tarot cards. Anybody can use them. You will want to cleanse your deck in order to get the most correct information possible.

Keep it Clean!

Everything is energy and energy gets transferred to all matter, including cards. It is important to cleanse your cards when you first get them. They have potentially been touched by the people who made them, and handled those who have transported them. They have also come in contact with the energy of anybody who touched them in a store including employees and customers. You will also want to cleanse your cards regularly as well as anytime they start to feel “stale” or the information is not coming through as clear for you or you feel like you are getting your “wires crossed’ with information.  You will also want to “clean them” if you haven’t used them in a while or if you have had a reading that felt draining.

Ways to Cleanse your Deck

Fire and Smoke: I personally like to use fire or smoke to cleanse my deck. I either light a candle or a stick of incense and hold each card one at a time over the flame or incense smoke and ask that the card(s) be cleansed. (You can also use sage.)  I then put the deck back in order, and store it in a velvet bag that I keep in a decorative box.

Fresh Air and Sunshine: Though you don’t want to try this on a windy day, you can set your cards outside and let the fresh air cleanse them and then allow the sun to recharge them.

Bury in Sea Salt: You can cleanse your cards using sea salt. (I use the same method for cleansing jewelry sometimes.) Take your deck and wrap it tight in kitchen plastic wrap or a plastic bag. You can then place your cards in an airtight container for a few days emerged in sea salt. The sea salt will draw out negative energy the same way that salt draws out moisture in food. (You can also bury your cards in sand, a sand and salt combination, as well as in herbs.) When you are ready to take out your cards, you will want to dispose of the sea salt and clean the container.

Water: Though you will want to be careful to not saturate your cards, you can use a spray bottle of water (I like to add a few drops of Palo Santo oil when I use water to cleanse items or spaces) and mist your cards. Purified water is preferred.

Crystals: You can use Crystals to cleanse your tarot deck. I prefer to place a selenite wand on top of my deck or to place my deck on a selenite plate.

Moon Bath: During a full moon, you can place your deck outside (weather permitting) or in your window sill in the light of the moon. (Many people also use this method for cleansing and recharging their crystals.)

Reiki: You can cleanse and recharge your deck by using Reiki. First, draw the power symbol Cho Ku Rei on both the palms. Spread out the cards and draw CKR on cards. CKR is a symbol that is intended to increase or expand energy. Rub your palms for 10 seconds and then pile your cards making sure you touch each and every card. Hold the pile between your palms and give Reiki with the intention to remove stagnant and negative energy. Finally, use the Sei He Ki symbol to reconnect with your cards. SHK is the symbol that brings together the “brain and the body

Pendulum: You can use a pendulum to cleanse your tarot deck. First, fan out your tarot deck facing upright. Next, swing your pendulum side to side across the entire tarot deck. While doing so, envision your pendulum clearing the negative energy and replacing it with golden positive energy. You can also use your pendulum to ask the deck if it has been cleansed all of the way using ANY of the methods that I have listed. (My pendulum is programed to go clockwise for “yes” and counter clockwise for “no” but yours may be different.)

There is no one-size-fits-all method for cleaning and clearing tarot cards. Use whatever works best for you. Click Here if you need help putting your deck back in the correct order. Feel free to drop me a line or put in the comments section what method you use or what method works best for you.

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